I did it

Do you think I've gone too far?

I did it

Guilty as charged

I did it

It was me right or wrong

I did it"

Dave Matthews Band "I did it", Everyday.

"Não me abandones nesta margem

Eu sou parte da viagem"

Clã "Pequena Morte", Cintura.

I finally did it. One whole year waiting for this crucial moment and it finally happened. Gained some courage, whether it was inspired in some crazy dream or not, and did it. For all that's worth, I'm proud of myself. Even if all this effort fades into nothing I'm proud of myself for doing something that for me was extremely difficult. I crossed personal barriers, fears and terrors to do it and I'm proud because of that.

I personally feel like a winner now and I'm able to actually change my life and make things better. I feel like making things really better. So...there you go, I'm happy.

Either than that, not much going on for today either than finishing the cleaning at my room [what a mess it still is] and doing a portuguese homework about Fernando Pessoa. Not really that much into it but still giving a try. Either way I think I'm still leaving it to be done later tonight and tidy my room.

While I'm writting I'm still thinking about a lot of subjects, one of them is the possibility to do an interrail this year. However, a problem remains...where am I going to find money to do it?! I NEED MONEY NOWWWWWWWW!!! Not really getting how I'm supposed to find the money, still...

And now [as I've said before I really write all things that pop out in this restless little mind of mine] I'm thinking...wondering just how exactly do I seem to other around me? Specially when talking to them at first sight. The truth is that I can have really different ideas from what I'm supposed to think or do. Do I shock and repulse people with that and my speedy over-talking?! Do I scare people with my crazy ideas?! I'm really questioning that.

We don't really know how we seem to others even if they try to explains us over and over. We never know. However, I'd like to be able to have a general idea of what others thought of our first encounter. So just come up and leave a comment or anything, if you please.

Thank you.